♡ 29.12.21 A ♡

i'm actually starting to neglect myself just for the sake of potentially seeing him online
HE LOGGED IN RIGHT AFTER I SAID THAT
STOP
i'm so sick of this
i'm so gross
ugh
i wish he'd message me... but i know he won't.
i hate it
i hate that you're online
you're obviously talking to other people
so why not me?
what's wrong with me?
please
i need you
i can't do this
stop logging in if you're just going to ignore me