♡ 27.12.21 B ♡
aghhhhhh getting tempted to relapse. being sliced up would be so pretty ♡
i also want to save that for rowan though... ugh. he probably would end up refusing
i want to make a deal with you, love.
won't you slit my skin apart and watch me bleed? won't you indulge in my blood?
i want it to be yours. my life, my heart, my blood.
whatever should i do? i want you to kill me. i want to die at your hands. i want you to watch my life fade away, claimed by you eternally
i want you to kill me. me. i want you to love me and only me, so much that you cannot stand me being away. being with anyone else. no matter what. i have to be yours, and so i must die. only then can i truly belong to you alone.
wouldn't that be lovely? wouldn't that be cute? my blood on your hands, my last moments spent with you. you're the last thing i'll ever see, ever hear, ever sense. you are the rest of my existence
i want to die with you. i want to be the last thing you see too, as we fade into nothing, into each other. our lost souls journey out of our vessels together, granted eternity with each other. forever shall we be together.
i love you, darling. i want to be yours. i want you to give me no choice but to belong to you. i am devoted to you, dedicated, entranced into your will. i want to be something for you.
you're so cute. i just wish i could see you again. i don't care about anything else anymore, you are my reason. my everything. please don't leave me again