♡ 26.12.21 B ♡
ew gross
thinking abt his face
he doesn't deserve his teeth
or tongue
i want to rip them out and dispose of them
get rid of his every piece
cut, chop, slice, mutilate and amputate until there's nothing left
it's so comforting to think of him being torn into shreds, especially if rowan was by my side
i'd love to tear his flesh apart, his meat from his bone, and make no use of it. i wouldn't even bother eating him since he's so filthy. i wouldn't want to infect my organs with his waste. i'd only reserve that for someone lovely, like rowan. i trust rowan with that so much more.
i hope one day rowan would help me plan something like this. even if we never go through with it. i'd love to kill james with rowan's hands, except for the disgust i feel towards him. i don't want to be anywhere near him, i don't want rowan anywhere near him, but i want to dissolve his entirety and i want to watch him bleed, i want to expose his intestines, his bones, the way he did my skin. i want to ruin him
rowan, wouldn't you help? something like this would be a good suit for you. for us. it could be our discussions turned reality, so maybe none of it was forgotten by you. it can become who we are, together.