♡ 15.12.21 H ♡
i walked rose home today. it was nice. i did find a lot of symbols on the way, though. when we were in the park, there was a bald eagle. a hawk came along to fight it and they were doing barrel rolls in the wind. the hawk went away but rose and i followed the eagle for a moment. it ended up getting very windy then, so much so that i could barely hold my ground. we started walking and i had to jog a little just to not lose my balance. the construction on the street by the park is going along well. we talked about how long it's been taking. i know when it started and how long ago that was because the construction started when summer did. when james started preying. it looks like the road is finally coming back together and is no longer mounds of torn dirt and pavement. i think it shows that i'm starting to finally heal. at the stoplight, rose pointed out that she just noticed my safety pin necklace, and that she likes it. we crossed the street and she pointed out that a tree was missing. she seemed quite upset about it, so i told her about how i had a tree at my old house that needed to be cut down because it was decaying, and how that created something new and better for it. she suddenly exclaimed that "that was in [her] dream", where she was looking for stones/rocks and "found a rose quartz one". she told me to continue my story, even though i had. she walked with me in the grassy midsection, where we occasionally spoke to each other. i'd considered giving her the necklace i intended to give rowan, since it's clearly too late for him, but i never did it. i simply forgot to. we stopped at her block to wish each other farewell, and she said we could meet during the break. i hope we do. i walked to the church so my dad could pick me up. when i got in the car, my medical paper from the birth control visit went flying. i hope it's not a problem but i'm going to take that as another sign of healing.