♡ 14.12.21 I ♡

rowan left his group, and is walking towards the tables. he paused to stare at a nuisance group though. he didn't bother to say hi. he wasn't even more than two yards away. he's joined another group in the field. i guess i'm actually worthless to him. david is there with them, and it's a sizeable group. at least i chose a spot that i could watch from afar without having to suspiciously move. he's such a group switcher, he's still going around. he greets everyone before me. i guess that's to be expected. i'm a panicky mess to his being that cannot withstand much emotional vulnerability.