♡ 14.12.21 C ♡

he's still in my class. i'm learning to hate everyone because of this ridiculous obsession. i was finally getting out of this but he had to reignite it. it made me so happy to hear it then but it's been nothing but a wave of destruction upon my sanity since. i vaguely liked this kid for a moment, but i'm hating him more and more. what? well, he's getting a haircut this friday. why are so many people getting haircuts? do people actually schedule them instead of just deciding it's time? that's an interesting concept, and it seems so normal. i don't think anyone caught on to the fact that my current haircut is the result of a meltdown. i partially regret it but it's my attempt to reclaim myself from everything.