♡ 14.12.21 A ♡
rose noticed something was off yesterday, so she decided to check in and make sure i was okay. i wonder how much of it is obvious. i decided to be honest and say i had a lot on my mind, so i wasn't able to be very present. i further decided to try telling the truth of the issue when i get a chance. she says she's here for me and that she wants to help, but i wonder if her feelings will change if she knew. she specifically informed me that she was happy i'm her friend, but i'm scared. will she still accept me if she sees what i can be like? i even told her i'm reverting back to the old habits of my unstable, toxic, irrational self.