♡ 08.12.21 C ♡
MAYBE I AM GETTING BETTER. I HAVENT BEEN THINKING ABOUT HIM AS MUCH, AND THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS ARE GOING AWAY. too bad i'm left with who i was before, but more traumatized and distressed. i saw bike girl in the hall today. it seemed like she was looking at me, but maybe it was because i was staring a bit. i feel bad about what i've gotten myself into. i've dragged innocent people into this, irrelevant people are becoming familiarity and associations to this tragedy. i'm tempted to tell rowan the truth, but i don't know if i can. what would happen? i only just got him back.