♡ 07.12.21 A ♡

i saw rowan again!!! i'd gotten scared that maybe he dropped out. he was wearing a fluffy coat and it was really cute!! i loved the way he looked at me, but i hated it as well because now i'm trembling. i'm so happy he's still here. i hope he's doing well. he's been staring at me quite oddly the last few times he's seen me. either my haircut is really jarring or something's up. i feel like it's the latter, mostly. he seems nervous around me, i think?