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It baffles me. Everything felt so mixed then, but even more now. It’s like he’s forgotten me over summer. Or after I told him about James. He was still angry, but there was already a personal grudge. Was he worried, perhaps? Why did he hesitate that it could’ve been James? Why not hesitate about his friend? I regret breaking his water bottle. I wish I could fix everything.

What happened to him? He’s been so distant and disappears from presence for days at a time. Nobody else seems to notice, although it is somewhat in character. At one point, despite him appearing online, I thought he might’ve died or disappeared. His dog did, apparently, but not him. He didn’t show up on the day the Hawk flew. Peregrine. I should look into what kind of Hawk that was. I caught an image of it, but that angle of it was a bit odd and my ISO was too high. The image was distorted by light. I didn’t get anything else wait Averie he’s and angle the wings ANGEL the bird was glowing so is he why can’t I see the truth who is he? The Hawk was glowing the way the angel does. The Angel has a warm palette, oranges, reds, sunset and sunrise. Days pass and AUTUMN IS HiS FACE HE VANISHES IN GREEN AND SUMMER HE FADES IN SPRING the magpie replaced his cold disappearance. I miss die KRÄHE. You don’t know