remember the day [rowan] confiscated your blade? that was also the day he seemed to notice your "amputation" cut

basically, at lunch, he stared at your arm

and after school he approached you

he asked how you were doing and you said something along the lines of not great

he agreed, saying he was similarly

anyways uh

you asked if he was available to stay, and he said no

he was apparently manic?? he was dealing with voices and nightmares that made him feel like he was going to hurt someone

at one point you said "well i'm right here so" and he was like "NO"

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anyawys at one point uh

you were like "speaking of weapons/knifes" and u were going to ask for the knife back

and he was like "ugh do u have more knives"

SO HE TOOK UR BLADE

and he was like "r u sure u want me to take this... ur not getting it back"

apparently because he didm

hes didint want u to hurt urself and he didnt want to hurt others so

AND U ASKED FOR IT BACK

HE SAID NO

HE DIDNT LET U TAKE IT

rude

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i think he noticed u were shing again

and so he confixact

i really want to thank him for it