♡ 28.05.21 ♡

OK quick disclaimer I’m using voice to text to write this late at night and I’m probably not gonna clear that up because why should I bother with that honestly well anyways I guess I just want to talk about the fact that I’m getting a bit like stressed out about the situation I’m not really sure what’s going on anymore I feel like if you know overthinking everything but I don’t feel like you understand really the way that you’re coming all the way that it’s like just soIt’s really contrary is what it is because it’s like one moment you’re distant is the world can be in and then the next moment you’re like OK were buddy buddy let’s talk about our traumas you know it’s just like you know I guess I don’t know if I’m late I don’t know dude I am really sorry but I have to like keep bothering you but this way I know also the fact that you’re like deleting messages apparently that’s not a good luck I’m just gonna say that because it’s like you’re you’re like you know what you want you can be my friend and all that but you decide to delete it and I don’t think you realize how like that comes across because basically what’s happening is that you’d rather basically look like you’re saying nothing then like being able to just I guess show what you had what you said and even when I I don’t know if you’re having like anxiety issues or what’s happening but the fact that you deleted your message makes it look like you just add voiding the situation and like I guess I can understand that especially for like not actually comfortable on me but I’d rather you fucking say it then just sit there