♡ 26.05.21 B ♡
after exhibition (and talking to everyone else) [rowan] entered the room you were in and pointed at you. “you! it was nice knowing you.”
you ended up sitting on the ground due to feeling weak in the knees. [rowan] grabbed you a chair, and tried sitting [on] a table.
“am i going to break this?”
“probably,”
he took his legs off the ground, confirming it wasn’t stable. you told him there were other chairs. so he went and got one. he grabbed one and sat with you.
he asked if you were feeling okay, outside of the school closing. “not really,”
so he asked you what was wrong. you had trouble wording things, but he seemed understanding. “i feel disconnected from myself and others,”
[rowan] talked about how he was upset about his trauma, and his inability to cry. “i haven’t cried in like eight years, and tonight was the closest i got to.”
“i *strongly* prefer being called [rowan].” (being asked preference between [legal name] and [chosen name]
when going to say goodbye, [rowan] hesitantly reached for your shoulder, and you responded by reaching your hand towards him. so he placed his hand on yours, but they kind of fell into each other. at first he seemed a little put off, but then you two held each other’s hand. he then promptly left lmao